Original Poetry Part 1

Grandpa

By: Christina Anne Parker

My grandpa is dying

So please help me out

I want him to last forever

But it’s ending so soon

I was all by myself

Staring off at a dark gray cloud

I was changed

In all places no one would find

All my feelings so deep inside

Once that I realized

That forever was in my eyes

The moment you saw me cry

It was late in December

Until I found out you died

And I never felt so sad in my life

I was all by myself

Staring off at a dark gray cloud

I was changed

You wanted to be my friend

You want it to go away

You wanted me to know that

Everything’s all right …

I’ll always remember …

You grandpa …

In all places on one would find …

What Hurt’s the Most?

By Christina Anne Parker

What hurt’s the most?

Was being attached to you

I really don’t have that much to say

You’ve been watchin’ me walk away

I’ve never been so upset

What my past has turned out to be

You can’t see yourself loving me

Now what am I supposed to do?

I can take the yelling from my parents

That don’t bother me

You don’t understand how I feel everyday

I’m afraid to cry over you

You don’t know what upsets me

Everyday I pretend that I’m okay

You don’t know what gets me

You can’t understand the pain everywhere I go

Of just losing you

It’s hard to see my old friends when I’m so alone

I’m still upset

Living these regrets that I regret

I wish that I can do it all over again

I would trade places with you

But I’m left with this regret

Grandma

By: Christina Anne Parker

I can almost see it

My dreams are fading, but …

I’m lost without you

I’ll never make it

Every tear I’m cryin’

Every moment it feels like …

That I’m just so lost without you, pointing me in the right direction

But I got to be strong

I just have to keep my head held high

Because I’m always going to miss you

It’s always going to be an open battle

It’s always going to be an open wound in my heart

I hope that you’re waiting for me on the other side

I miss you grandma

The struggles I’m facing

Every moment it feels like …

Everything is knocking me down, it’s like I’m breaking

All of the pain I’m facing
I just can’t shake this feeling

Like I’ll never make it without you

But I got to keep trying

I just have to keep pushing on